I Really Want You to Be

I scribbled this in my journal for you late one February night, listening to the Kronos Quartet, wondering how to stop thinking about you, wanting to know what might be.

I really want you to be my...

Squeeze my hand
Warm fingers
Nervous chatter
I want to tell you more
But I won't let me
Because it's not right

I really want you to be my...
Falling hard...
I really want you to be my...

Dropping hints
Shy body language
Awkward moments
Cocky moments
Silently I stare
Enjoying your presence
Your being

I really want you to be my...

Joking too much
Talking too loud
Waiting too long
Wanting too much

I really want you to be my...