Actions Speak Louder Than Words

My heart hurts, my two beautiful reasons to wake up are gone, my little family is gone. And my tears fall uninterrupted as usual. What a funny joke my life is.



Decide
by Vanessa Torres

I know you like to dream about me
Yeah when I’m out of reach
I bet you could write a whole book
About the beautiful life I lead

You bow your head and sigh
And mourn the tragic state you’re in
Oh what a shame it is my love won’t fit
In the small, square box you thought you’d put it in

Your trepidation
Your resignation
It’s got me immobilized
I always justified being held at arms length
I think it’s time that you decide
Do you want me in your life?

I think you’ve always been half afraid of me
Or something I might ask of you
I guess I should know my place by now
Way up in this tower with a silent awe-inspiring kind of view

Your trepidation
Your resignation
It’s got me immobilized
I always justified being held at arms length
I think it’s time that you decide
Do you want me in your life?

You want me to imitate
Your happy healthy disregard
I’ll be your biggest fan
I’ll do my best to play a good, clean game way out there on the field
So you can cheer me on from the stands
You want to cheer me on from the stands

Your trepidation
Your resignation
It’s got me immobilized
I always justified being held at arms length
I think it’s time that you decide
Do you want me in your life? Do you want me in your life? Do you want me in your life?

I still sometimes dream about you
Living close to me
I bet I could write a whole song
About the beautiful life together
We will never lead
We will never, never lead